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So Monica and I went to Singspo tonight. The band leading worship was okay. I kind of wish there was a female singer though. It was an interesting experience for me because even though I didn't really sing I thought a lot. So here are some of the many many things I pondered during worship:

1. Im getting rid of facebook, and soon enough even my blog because it makes me more selfish and self centered than I naturally am. I sometimes find myself trying to sound intelligent and "cool" to impress others online. So yeah. Plus, Facebook is the devil. You can seriously stalk people on there. And it stirs controversy and gossip. I'll leave myspace though, because it's basically my only connection to people at home - besides my family.
2. I miss Paul Chang.
3. I don't like worship music with only guy vocals or only girl vocals. I like them mixed and matched.
4. Do not ever judge others before yourself. No matter how much more stupid the person next to you seems.
   
5. I wish people were more motivated to read the bible and pray together than just singing songs and praising that way. I feel like we often go to church or singspo or chapel expecting something from the Lord. Instead we should come ready to give to Him. It's not often that I over hear people saying that it was sooooo much fun reading the Bible last night!
   
6. I think it's funny how young believers (as in young in faith) sometimes think they have to do what everyone else is doing to be considered "holy".
7. I've always wanted to play the violin.
8. I wish our youth group asked hard questions and weren't so activity based. I wish they would think deeper and help each other in doing that.
9. I reallllly liked that guys voice at After Dark the other night. I think he was Korean. It was raspy. (is that how you spell it?!)
   
10. I MISS JEREMIAH!
11. I think I'm gonna name my son Emmanuel [God with us].