matrixpooling.

Leah Lee loves the beach and taking photos of beautiful sunsets. or sunrises. She also likes spending outrageous amounts of money when she decides to go "window" shopping. She is a studious student-as long as she does not have the internet around. She sees joy in any aspect of life, especially with peoples' quirks. She laughs when their quirks appear, but her laughter is not a condemning or mocking laughter. It is simple and pure. She dreads having to deal with her thick hair and envies those who have luscious thin smooth hair. She struggles with Korean waitresses who are rude; she tends to not give them as much slack when it comes to being respectful. Leah Lee also has strong beliefs and is extremely loyal to her family. She is adamant in her pursuit of loving all sports and participates in volleyball and screaming for the Biola basketball team. Because of her personality and having a childlike heart, she has many remnants of this in the physical forms of stuffed animal pigs. She believes in quality time and open communication even if she struggles with it many times like all of humanity. She also pretends to not want to eat until someone discretely places the food in front of her. Leah Lee will then commence eating. She also enjoys playing pool[and beating her friends in it] into the late hours of the night. Her job involves loving the internationals with all her heart, mind and soul. When it is someone's birthday, she creates beautiful cards for them and frantically finds those who love to write on them. Leah Lee also likes competitions and picks up different languages easily. She, like many humans struggles with not liking herself sometimes but also loving God's Grace and many blessings. Her greatest love is watching over babies. She would like a million babies. thank you very much.

Yeah. I wrote this.

Studious. Disciplined. Humble. Intelligent. Knowledgeable. Patient.

There are still tons of things I need to work on.

While I'm on the journey, prayer is the key.

I love my mommy and daddy.

I miss ghetto azn peeps.

lost.in.the.sea.of.faces

So I am superbly exhausted.
Alexander and I just finished planning Crossing Paths - our culture awareness event. We pulled if off well, I think. But I still need to get feedback. I can't believe that it's over. Now we have to start planning for the BIG one next semester -_-.
SO TIRED. I think I over-do myself. Too many classes, and too many responsibilities. I haven't even had time to sit and write blogs anymore. Whenever I do have time, I just nap because my body is so exhausted. I don't even know how my relationships are going, except for the ones in ISA council because whenever I have free time to spend with others, I end up spending time by myself in my room because I don't get enough alone time. But then it takes away from my quality time with those I love. I miss people a lot. Especially those who are ALL THE WAY ACROSS CAMPUS now :(
My grades are slowly...or quickly...going down. I don't prioritize well enough to get my work done and study. AIYA!
I've noticed I've not been emotionally stable either. Not good.



I miss last year, when all I had to do was go to class, and then whatever else I wanted afterwards.
I miss last year, when we were all friends and hung out together.
I MISS LAST YEAR.

But I know God has a purpose for me this year.